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Interview 4 -
20th August 2005 - Steve Clarke |
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I regularly phone Steve Clarke to
fax over my articles for RCF.co.uk. Last night I asked for a couple
of minutes to try and get a further insight into the enigma that is
Steve Clarke. Enjoy...
What is your role
at Racing Club?
It’s a triple pronged role Ollie. I’m a player first and foremost,
that’s my bread and butter, and I’m just one of the lads. But when
those shinpads come off, I’m working behind the scenes in a
different corner arranging
matches, sorting out the pitches, and finding referees.
So you’re the
club secretary?
Uhh...yes, and no. Technically, I guess the role I perform could be
defined as that of a secretary. But I don’t feel………Anyway, my third
role for the club, as you know is working with you Oliver in
bringing Racing Club into the 21ist century with the World Wide Web.
It’s a hectic lifestyle, and sometimes I’m praying for time, but
it’s rewarding all the same.
What sort of
relationship do you have with manager Bradley Micallef?
It’s a good relationship; he’s kind of like a father figure to me. I
think if you want to be in the starting eleven, you have to be in
with the right people. To be honest, I’ve known Brad a long long
time, and I think that really bolsters my shout for a starting
place. In the past year or so, I think it’s fair to say we have
drifted apart. But since we had the idea for this team, and I knew
Brad would be picking the team, I thought it was probably best to
try and speak to him more, see him more, and bring him gifts.
You once had a
reputation as a Wild boy, always out partying, drinking and smoking
drugs. What’s changed?
You can’t go on at the pace I was Ollie, and not slow down. The body
isn’t designed for what I was doing night after night. You’re right,
I was out every week drinking and smoking. And most nights I’d find
myself kissing a fool, and looking for some fastlove, but it wasn’t
fulfilling. I’ve found myself a lovely lady, who’s tamed the beast,
and while I still know how to party and cut a rug with the best of
them, it’s fair to say I’ve calmed down.
During your
younger days, you were involved with, what some might say ‘the wrong
crowd’ – You were heavily into underground gangsta rap, loitering in
local shopping centres and generally causing the public multiple
grievances. Was their any significant event you can attribute to you
moving away from that particular social arena?
I
do have a wild past, and it’s well documented. During my younger
days, I’ll admit, I was a fortified hooligan. But unless you grew up
in the area I grew up in, and went to the schools I went to, then I
don’t think you can comment. I had it hard as a youngster, and when
you grow up in the hood, every day you are spinning the wheel and
you don’t know what it’s going to land on, and what life is going to
hand you.
There is one specific moment that made me see the light. I was 16 or
17 years old, and I was with my crew, about to pull a heist in
Ilford town centre. I remember I had a sick feeling in my stomach as
we cruised down there in the 296 bus. 5 of us made our way to the
scene of the crime, Our Price, and got the job underway….I was the
distraction man. The job went smoothly and we made our way out of
the shop with the goods, a 5-pack of TDK high-definition cassette
tapes. But as we neared the exit we were nabbed by security. 3 of us
run….while two of the crew were caught, and subsequently banned from
the Exchange Centre for the next three months. That was hard.
You sought help
from various people to combat alcoholism – most notably Paul Merson
and Tony Adams. How did they help you pull through your drinking
hell?
I
went to Tony Adams sporting clinic for 3 months. It was a Godsend.
The way Tony preached to me, it was like Jesus to a child. He’s been
through what I’ve been through, and although the place was no Club
Tropicana, it was a great experience for me, because you come out of
that place knowing that you have been loved.
After your
alcohol rehabilitation program, you decided to shave you head - Was
this symbolic?
No that was purely
from the chemo, but that's another story for another day Ollie.
Did you ever
consider turning to god?
I
don’t believe you ever have to turn to God, because he’s always
right there in front of you. Oliver, I believe you’ve got to have
faith. God is the one person in the world that can truly heal the
pain. As a wise man once said "Be a winner, not a sinner".
What do you say
to all those kids that held you in such high regard – then see you
being taken in an ambulance to the London Hospital after a mass
drugs overdose?
I think those kids hold me in an
even higher regard now. I've shown tremendous tenacity and
bouncebackability to recover from that night. Looking back, doing
shots of Sambuca and Calpol probably wasn't the smartest thing in
the world to do, but you don't know unless you try.
If I think something is a good
idea, then I'm going to do it and if there's consequences further
down the road it's ok, because I know a) I'm strong enough mentally
to deal with it, and b) Most 8 year old girls will never testify and
the charges will be dropped.
Football wise,
you’ve been in the wilderness for a few years. Spells with SFC
Dagenham and Chase Cross Casuals failed to propel you to the dizzy
heights you once promised as a youngster. Manager Bradley Micallef
has taken somewhat of a gamble on you – how do you intend to repay
his faith in you?
Brad has taken a gamble on me, but I think it’s one that he will be
happy with on the pitch, and financially. If I’m honest, I’ve taken
a gamble by coming to Racing Club Fantana. In May I was offered a
deal at SFC Dagenham to join them for another season, which I
considered strongly. I enjoyed my time there, and they’re a great
bunch of lads. I believe that their manager Derek Helmet gets the
best out of everyone around him, and don’t think it’ll be long
before we see him moving on to bigger and better things.
The main reason I didn’t join SFC was because of the managers. Derek
was a man of principles, and honour. A real mans man. On the other
hand, I felt Brad wouldn’t object to taking the odd Alba DVD player
off my hands in return for a place in the starting eleven, and so far I’ve been
proven right.
I’ve known Brad a long time, and we’ve seen the best and worst of
each other. The worst of me is out in the open, and I can freely
speak about it. Brad on the other hand has a lot of dark secrets and
demons that I know about, that aren’t in the public domain, and I
think it’s safe to say he’d like to keep it that way. So as long as
he remembers that when writing names on the team sheet, I think
everyone will be happy.
Who, out of the
current playing staff would you say could surprise a few people this
season?
I think there's a lot of people in
our squad that are capable of taking their game to the next level. I
look around our squad and I see a lot of hungry faces, I've not seen
this sort of desire in any team I've been to before. We're good
mates, and we'll fight for each other on the pitch...except for
Maskell who will stretch and pretend not to see the fight.
We've got about 5 or 6 people who I
think can really step their game up and produce the goods. I'd like
to include myself in that list, because I want to succeed more than
ever, and think what we have at this club is special and there are
no boundaries to our potential achievements.
You’re obviously
not going to walk into the team judging by the competition. Who is
the major threat to your right midfield berth?
I
don’t think I could single out just one threat to my position. We
have players such as The Prati’s, Stimo, Sacky, The Big Fish and
many more who can play in any position on the pitch. I know there’s
almost a dozen threats to my position out there. But I can’t let it
worry me. I just have to have belief in myself, and confidence in
the gifts that I buy the manager.
How do you think
Racing will fare this season?
I
don’t mean to sound over confident or cocky, but I really cannot see
us finishing anywhere but top of league. I don’t want to put the
kiss of death on this team, so I’ll choose my words carefully, but I
don’t even think God has the power to stop us finishing 1st.
I challenge him to try.
Finally I’d like
to end the interview with the word association game;
Opium Den
–Very
nice bloke, very misleading nickname.
Paedophiles –
The football
youth scouts of the sexual world. They get a raw deal.
Arsenal –
A poor
mans RCF
God –
Is a DJ, apparently.
Family –
My Racing Club brothers
Friends –
Better than The Office
Precipitation –
Sweat
Blondes –
Sean
Connery, Pierce Brosnan, Roger Moore.
Marcus McCleggan
– My brother
Racing Club –
Til I die
Gaffer
–
Brown envelope
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