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Anger

I am angry you both got sick

I am angry the way your lives turned out

I am angry the way people treated us

For its the inside that counts

I am angry about the people I knew

I am angry about the way they look at me

I am angry that I felt I was alone

Because I knew I probably wasn't

I hate the fact that I was Bullied

I hate the fact you both got cancer

I hate the fact that you both died

I wish you both were still alive

I miss the way things used to be

I miss the way your love was true

I miss the laughs and the tears

The joy and happiness including our fears

I love the way you raised us all

I love the way full circle affected those that hurt

I love the way you both were

'Cos you were my parents and that was that

I could cry over things that happened, but I won't

I could kill those that kicked me when I was down, but I won't

I could ignore those comments that were made, And I can

But to know that times a great healer, is to know that love existed at all

I love the way my life turned out

I love the person that I am

I love the fact that my parents were warm

And that fact that life was given to me

I want to hug you both for ages to come

I want to tell you that your love was warm

I want to thankyou for loving me

And that fact you were here for me all the time

Thankyou mum and dad

I know time is time and that is that

To turn back time would be a great move

but to know your there waiting for me..

Is good to know that loves last gift is remembrance.