Anger

<body topmargin=0 leftmargin=0 marginheight=0 marginwidth=0> <table cellpadding=0 cellspacing=0 border=0 height="100%"><tr> <td valign="top" width=200 BGCOLOR="#3300CC" TEXT="#080000"> <bR> <bR> <div> <A HREF="home.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="DSTW Homepage"><U><IMG SRC="11b5e1b0.gif" border=0 width="94" height="27" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></U></A></div> <div> <B><table border='0' cellspacing='2' cellpadding='2'><tr><td align="center"></td><td align='center'><a href='http://server.iad.liveperson.net/hc/53149936/?cmd=file&file=visitorWantsToChat&site=53149936&byhref=1' target='chat53149936' onClick="javascript:window.open('http://server.iad.liveperson.net/hc/53149936/?cmd=file&file=visitorWantsToChat&site=53149936&referrer='+escape(document.location),'chat53149936','width=472,height=320');return false;" ><img src='http://server.iad.liveperson.net/hc/53149936/?cmd=repstate&site=53149936&&ver=1&category=en;woman;4' name='hcIcon' width=160 height=65 border=0></a></td></tr><tr><td> </td><td align='center'><a href='http://www.liveperson.com' style='text-decoration:none'><font face='Arial' size='-2' color='#333333'><span style='font-size: 10px; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif'>Live chat by<font color='#475780'> Live</font><font color='#56A145'>Person</font></span></font></a></td></tr></table></B></div> <div> <B><script language='javascript' src='http://server.iad.liveperson.net/hc/53149936/x.js?cmd=file&file=chatScript3&site=53149936&&category=en;woman;4'> </script></B></div> <div> Click above to return to homepage</div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id22.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="pizzy_boy"><U>Click to read pizzy_boys personal story</U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id25.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Poetry submissions"><U>Click to go back to poetry Menu</U></A></div> <bR> <bR> </td> <td valign="top" BGCOLOR="#FFFFFF" TEXT="#080000"> <div> <FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#0066FF" FACE="Short Hand" ><B>Don't Say That Word</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="1" COLOR="#333399" FACE="Short Hand" >   </FONT><FONT SIZE="1" COLOR="#333399" FACE="Arial" > </FONT><FONT SIZE="1" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Arial" > | </FONT><FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Arial" > </FONT><B>   </B><A HREF="index.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Dont Say That Word"><U><B>home</B></U></A><B>            </B><FONT SIZE="1" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Arial" >                                                                           </FONT><FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Arial" ><IMG SRC="10f4cb3a0.png" border=0 width="203" height="58" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></FONT></div> <div> <B>Anger</B>   |   <A HREF="id149.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Love"><U>Love</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id148.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Cancer"><U>Cancer</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id147.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Wanting to Hit Back"><U>Wanting to Hit Back</U></A></div> <div> Anger</div> <div> I am angry you both got sick</div> <div> I am angry the way your lives turned out</div> <div> I am angry the way people treated us</div> <div> For its the inside that counts</div> <bR> <div> I am angry about the people I knew</div> <div> I am angry about the way they look at me</div> <div> I am angry that I felt I was alone</div> <div> Because I knew I probably wasn't</div> <bR> <div> I hate the fact that I was Bullied</div> <div> I hate the fact you both got cancer</div> <div> I hate the fact that you both died</div> <div> I wish you both were still alive</div> <bR> <div> I miss the way things used to be</div> <div> I miss the way your love was true</div> <div> I miss the laughs and the tears</div> <div> The joy and happiness including our fears</div> <bR> <div> I love the way you raised us all</div> <div> I love the way full circle affected those that hurt</div> <div> I love the way you both were</div> <div> 'Cos you were my parents and that was that</div> <bR> <div> I could cry over things that happened, but I won't</div> <div> I could kill those that kicked me when I was down, but I won't</div> <div> I could ignore those comments that were made, And I can</div> <div> But to know that times a great healer, is to know that love existed at all</div> <bR> <div> I love the way my life turned out</div> <div> I love the person that I am</div> <div> I love the fact that my parents were warm</div> <div> And that fact that life was given to me</div> <bR> <div> I want to hug you both for ages to come</div> <div> I want to tell you that your love was warm</div> <div> I want to thankyou for loving me</div> <div> And that fact you were here for me all the time</div> <bR> <div> Thankyou mum and dad</div> <div> I know time is time and that is that</div> <div> To turn back time would be a great move</div> <div> but to know your there waiting for me..</div> <div> Is good to know that loves last gift is remembrance.</div> <div>  <embed src="HTMLobj-576/foreverandforalways_shania.mid" autostart="true" loop="true" hidden="true">  </div> </td> </tr></table></body>