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Soul Searching
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Chapter 11: Then began the tempest to my soul
Sunshine flowed along Wilshire Boulevard, fathomless power telescoped
in invisible streams pouring across office windows, hotel entrances and
car windscreens; the light running down the glass, exposing hidden grime,
stains, and imperfections.
Lorne followed Illyria onto the sunny side of Wilshire Boulevard.
He surveyed the highway and lowered his head at the sight of his reflection
winking back at him from the freshly waxed bonnet of a car idling in the
rush hour traffic. He peered at the ghostly image and grimaced.
“Can I be any more conspicuous? Because nothing says ‘look at
me’ like a pair of crimson horns with this suit. Better get
out of the spotlight before the audience starts throwing critical reviews
at us.”
Illyria regarded him coldly. “You wish to blend, to be unobserved,
to be what you are not. The white-haired one told me I should do the same
to move among humans.” She threw her head back. “I will assume the form
of the one whose soul you seek.”
“Over my dismembered green corpse.” Lorne gripped her arm. “I’m
supposed to keep an eye on you to make sure we both get back.”
He scanned the street. “But I find myself unable to perform a similar costume
change being temporarily without a convenient telephone booth.
Besides, there’s a less painful way, for both of us. Down
here.” He pulled her towards the underground car park of the Best Western
Hotel.
“You dare presume…” Illyria began.
“Stow it Prima Donna. And start learning some new songs.” Lorne
gritted his teeth at the harshness of his words. ’Whatever happened
to Caritas?’ He maintained his grasp of Illyria until they reached
the cover of the concealing darkness in the sewers beneath the city.
“I would know more of this keeping of your eye,” Illyria shook Lorne’s
hand from her arm. “The pledge you have made to another, to act as my
jailer. From whence did the calumny originate? An insult so great cannot
be disregarded.”
Lorne said nothing and plodded on through the shadows, head bowed.
“Your courage sits comfortably upon your shoulders,” Illyria observed.
“Yet you tell me it came at too great a price. Much has changed since
the days I first inhabited this shell, when you wore a clown’s mask to
hide the terror you felt.”
Lorne paused at an intersection of interconnecting tunnels. He studied
both paths for a few moments, then without a backward glance, he urged
Illyria forward with a wave of his hand.
“Yes, much has changed. Yet things remain the same, ” Illyria said,
following him into the dark.
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Under the recessed illuminations at Wolfram and Hart, sunlight tresses
caressed cool, pale skin, a fraudulent simulation of an innocence and
warmth that no longer existed. Blue eyes stared out of the pallid face into
dark eyes curtained by midnight tresses. Black eyes returned the blue-eyed
stare with calculated concentration; manipulative malevolence and mercurial
madness revealing nothing of the ruined purity once resident within.
Harmony shifted under Drusilla’s gaze. “What are you looking
at?”
“Poor Goldilocks.” Drusilla reached out and fondled Harmony’s hair,
letting it flow through her fingers like strands of silken thread. “No
sleeping in Blondie Bear’s bed for you. She let Harmony’s hair fall and
smiled at her. “You know what they say about natural blondes?”
“Now look here…” Harmony moved to Drusilla’s side of the desk and
folded her arms.
“Do you know how to play Cat’s Cradle?” Drusilla asked her. “Your
new lover does.”
“Lover? Oh, you mean Hamilton? He’s not my … Hey! How did you know
we…?”
“I. See. Things.” Drusilla spoke as if explaining something to a
dull child. “He’s got everyone’s strings all tangley. They’ll not make
the church now.” She patted Harmony’s head. “Run along little girl. And
be careful, that one’s not your special playmate any more.
The beast has claws that catch and jaws that bite.” She mimicked a snapping
mouth with her hand and turned her attention to Spike standing in front
of the office door. “Something wicked this way comes,” she giggled, trotting
over to his side.
Spike reached for the doorknob, then pulled back as the door opened
and a tall figure came out into the reception area.
“Walk with me.” The new CEO - Marcus Hamilton’s animated corpse
- brushed past him and strode towards the lifts.
Spike was still gaping when the dark whirlwind swept them into its
black maw.
“You’re the dodgy preacher’s replacement?” he yelled above
the roaring commotion of the gale.
“Hardly.” Hamilton’s measured tones, as cool as ever, possessed
new harmonics, intimations of the multiple entities inhabiting his body.
“A certain tenancy arrangement suits our purpose for the time being.”
Drusilla threw back her head and laughed, turning in the wind, her
hair streaming, her long black coat flapping in time to the beat of the
storm’s blasts.
“What’s with the tempest?” yelled Spike, holding the coat tails
of his duster to stop it flying off into the maelstrom.
“Old habits die hard,” Hamilton’s impeccably manicured fingers straightened
his tie before waving into the torrent of air swirling around them.
“I never did understand the appeal of new technology. The cannon was a
great improvement on the ballista, so they tell me, but I could never
see it myself. A well directed lighting bolt doesn’t have the tendency
to backfire on the one aiming it.”
The hurricane vanished, revealing Angel’s penthouse suite bathed
in morning sunlight.
“But I haven’t brought you up here to talk business.” He paused.
“That’s not strictly true, I have.” He held out a hand. “Wolfgang Hartram.”
Spike ignored the proffered hand and regarded him coldly, clenching
and unclenching his fists, digging his nails into his palms. “Three in
one, eh? Neat trick! Been done before of course,” he sneered.
Hartram lowered his arm and glanced at Drusilla who stood gazing
out of the window, pressing her face to the glass and murmuring softly.
“It was sunny when Mummy played,” she said dreamily. “And the daisy-chains
were jewelled crowns in my hair.” She turned her face towards Spike,
her cheek caressing the pane, revelling in the glow. “Until Daddy brought
the darkness.” A thunderous frown circled her brow. “And the screams.”
“Dru.” Spike held out his hands to her.
“No! The Angel beast must suffer as I did,” she raged. “Anne. My
sweet little bird. Butchered her singing he did. Twisted the song. Made
it bleed. All my playmates gone.”
Spike pulled her into his arms and stroked her hair. “He can’t hurt
you any more,” he soothed.
“But he can. He does. Every day he does. No more quiet. No more
peace. No more stained light. He took that last. A demon dressed in an
Angel’s robes stealing my precious secrets in a holy space. His place
wasn’t there!” Drusilla raised her face to Spike’s and fixed her eyes
on his. “You can make it better.”
Spike clenched his jaw. ‘Bloody bastard Angelus. Should have
let you die.’ He shook his head. “I can’t. I could never...
Not like that.”
Drusilla pushed herself out of his embrace. “Not that ,silly
boy. You're not listening - nor seeing yet neither.” She wagged a finger
at him and turned to the window. “Lovely view,” she said brightly. “I
can see the whole world. And all the others.”
“Darla was all about the view, not me, Pet,” Spike reminded her.
“All those little ants down there; just waiting to be covered in
honey,” Drusilla continued. She whirled to face him. “You can make me a
new playmate.”
“Want me to turn someone for you? Spike tilted his head,
frowning his concern. “Not sick again are you?”
“Course not.” Drusilla’s smile faded. “Want to play our little game.
Taking Mummy’s chair, sleeping in Daddy’s bed.” She grinned. “Eating baby
for porridge.”
“Can't see what you’re gettin’ at here, Dru.”
Hartram walked over to the window and looked out towards the mountains.
“You can see for miles on a clear day. See everything as clear as day,
rather, from up here.“
“L.A. days aren’t exactly noted for their clarity,” snorted Spike.
“And I seem to recall your predecessor being blinded for a time by the
murky light this view offered.”
Hartram turned slowly and looked at him, studying his face, noting
the tension in his posture and suspicion in his eyes. “I don’t believe
the vision was any clearer in that dingy basement flat of
yours.”
“Visions!” scoffed Spike. “Depends who’s having ‘em and what he
says he’s seen. Only ever met one bloke who told
the real truth an' even then had a job winkling it out of him. So, no.
I don’t believe in visions. Don’t hardly know what’s real any more, let
alone trust fata morgana.”
“This is real.” Hartram swept a hand around the suite and
gestured at Drusilla twisting her hair into knots and humming to herself.
“Why choose the mission impossible when you can have …?”
“You think I aim too high?”
Hartram circled the room, pausing in front of the sofa. “In one
sense, not high enough.”
Spike narrowed his eyes. “I’m listenin’.”
“Everything you really want is within your reach?” Hartram
gestured at the suite. “This apartment …”
“You already tried the ‘temptation on the mountain’ ploy with Angel.
Not biting.”
“We were mistaken in him. He didn’t have what it takes. You and
Drusilla are all that’s left of the once invincible Aurelius clan.” Hartram
raised his eyes to the ceiling and placed a hand on his breast. ”That
was after the Great War, of course. Before that you vampires were nothings.
When demons ruled …”
“Oh put a sock in it, Frankie, you sound like the Blue Queen.” Spike
sank onto the sofa and folded his arms behind his head. “Not talkin’ ‘bout
Angel’s Ancestors any more. Back to me getting’ what I want.”
Drusilla drifted over from the window and lowered herself onto his
lap. “I know what you want. Love. It’s what you’ve always wanted.
No one loved you. Not until I found you. ”She wrapped a hank of her hair
around her wrist and glanced suggestively towards the bedroom. “Nor since,
neither, my Dark Prince.”
“Mother,” he stammered, pushing Drusilla onto the floor. “She
loved me.”
“Didn’t she just!” First-Spike materialised at Drusilla’s side.
“Hot demon Mama just gagging for it. And how did you repay her? Oh, that’s
right, you killed her – again.”
“You already played out that hand,” Spike snarled. “Got a
fresh deck now. No more ‘poor maidens’. Seems I’m missing that
Love card.”
Drusilla stretched out her arm. “Ooh, Spike, what a pretty evil
you make.” Her hand passed through the incorporeal form and she giggled.
“Tingles.” She crawled back onto the seat and ran her fingers through
Spike’s hair. “Remember how we used to tingle?” she whispered.
Spike stared at Drusilla. “My Black Beauty,” he whispered, reaching
out to touch her hair. He swallowed and closed his eyes. “I remember.”
“Be nice to get physical with a woman again without that pesky conscience
getting in the way, wouldn’t it?” Hartram moderated First-Spike’s line.
Spike looked wildly from Drusilla to Hartram to First-Spike who
was now deep in shadow in the entrance to the bedroom. He gripped the
edge of the sofa, flexing the muscles in his legs ready for flight.
Everything you ever wanted is here for the taking. “Drusilla’s –
charms for want of a better word…” Hartram continued.
A shaft of sunlight blinded Spike for a second, pinning him in place.
‘No! Gotta stay. I know I do. What I need is here. Have to
stay for a reason. Just can’t see it yet.’
“You can see for miles as clear as day from up here,” said First-Spike
echoing Hartram’s earlier words. He swaggered across the room into the
sunshine and studied the city streets. “Or look down on everything; everything
and every one. You’d never be beneath anyone ever again.”
‘Another fine mess you’ve got me into William - you and that
poet’s soul of yours.’
“I mean, honestly, where has all that moon and June stuff ever gotten
you?” First-Spike leered. “Always chasing the wrong woman. Not one
of them ever saw the real you.”
“Except me”. Drusilla rested her head against Spike’s, her hair
falling across his face, obscuring his sight for a second, and filling
his eyes with the image of another dark-haired, dark-eyed beauty.
‘And Fred’. The one woman he’d not set his cap at. She’d
seen him all right. He could never fool her with any of the ploys he used
on the others. She was the reason he was here, why he’d sacrificed his
most precious memories without a moment’s hesitation. ‘Focus. Spike.
Got a job to do here.’
“Yeah,” he drawled. “Not one of ‘em. ‘Specially the
Ponce who used to run this joint. Thought he was King of the Castle.
Thought he deserved…” he paused for effect, “everything more than
I did.”
“He had it handed to him, didn’t he? Every. Time.” Hartram’s
voice cut through the coagulated sticky mess that was Spike’s brain like
citric acid. “Ever wonder what the price was this time?”
‘Now we’re getting’ to it.’ Spike leaned against the backrest
and stared unwaveringly at a spot over Drusilla’s head. “I’m listening
again,” he said evenly.
“Memories. That was the price. Thinks he’s better than you and
yet he traded other people’s memories - of his son.” Hartram
responded in equally moderated tone. “But of course you already knew that.”
Spike remained motionless. Whatever else he might have wanted of
Angel’s, right now the ability to conceal his thoughts and feelings was
something he wished he’d practised sooner.
“What you don’t know, and neither does he come to that, is
that when he signed away the Shanshu for membership of the Circle of
the Blackthorn…”
“It’s such a luscious secret. Can I tell?” Drusilla interrupted.
Hartram nodded his permission.
“It was Grandmother’s gift. She always did give lovely presents.
All in such delicious wrapping.”
Ice coursed through Spike’s veins. Darla? What had she said to
Angel in the lift?
Drusilla held a hand to her head. “I see it. Angel’s destiny all
packaged up and damaged ever so sweetly. It’s bleeding now. She licked
her fingers. A new playmate for me.” She touched Spike’s chest with her
fingertips. “For you to give me. Make Daddy suffer as I do.”
“Angel’s humanity?” Spike’s voice cracked. “You see Connor?”
“Of course I see him.” Drusilla’s administered a sharp slap to Spike’s
hand. “Pay attention to Mummy!” She pointed at the television screen across
the room.
Spike followed the direction she’d indicated and recognised Connor’s
beaten form lying bound and blindfolded on the small narrow bed of a sparsely
furnished basement apartment. He lowered his eyes from the screen and
shook his head.
Drusilla lifted his chin. “Don’t cry, my darling. It’ll only hurt
him for a moment. Then he’ll be yours forever.”
“All Angel once had is yours for the taking.”
Hartram’s stately voice brought Spike back from the precipice. Choking
down the bile that rose in his throat, he rose from his seat and forced
himself to smile.
“That’s the plan then, is it? To hit Angel where it hurts him most.”
He smirked. “I like it.”
“Drusilla, this suite, the cars, the power, his Shanshu. Yours and
yours alone.”
“Cars? There’s cars as in plural? Lead on Macduff, I fancy
a little test run.”
Hartram lead the way to the lifts. “We’ll take the elevator this
time, if it makes you more comfortable.” He indicated the call button.
“You can drive.”
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In the dimly lit backseat of the Bentley, Buffy struggled ineffectually
against Angel, trying to shift his body, which was pinning her against
the back of the driver’s seat.
“What the hell ….”
Angel covered her mouth with his hand. “Sshhh,” he whispered.
Buffy heard the ‘ping’ of the lift arriving, followed by the soft
swoosh of its doors and a familiar voice echoing through the garage.
“You little beauties! All of you. All mine.”
“And mine. You won’t forget Princess when you’re King, will you?”
“Never, my sweet. You shall have your pick of the finest carriages
and the flunkiest minions.”
“I think you’ll find some additions to the collection that will
suit all your needs,” said Hartram. “They were selected specifically with
you in mind.”
Spike chuckled. “Let’s have the tour then Jeeves. I fancy taking
my time getting to know some of these ladies.”
“The limousine range is this way,” Hartram’s voice barely concealed
his anger at being treated as a servant. “As for taking your time. The
offer we made is for a limited period only. No sampling the goods until
the contract is signed.”
“Thought it was my time now?” replied Spike. “You know the
time, the window of opportunity you missed back in Sunnydale when you
sent that amulet you meant for Angel to wear?”
Angel tensed and grabbed the door, growling softly and slipping
into vamp face. Buffy grasped his hand and squeezed a warning, huddling
down beneath the level of the side window and holding her breath as the
sound of Spike’s boots came closer.
Besides, there’s a less painful way,
for both of us. Down here.”
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