Never far from my mind
A shadow to remind me I’m me
Can I hold back that sigh
Where it falls life won’t breathe
Its in that feeling
That I’ve forgotten the reason
I’ve tasted the bitter taste of decision
I’ve done the deed taken away the innocent
On my screen I’ve seen young faces
Ripped from this world
Saturated eyes, wider
That the blackened waters
Hardened by the mediations
Select harden the edges
I used to love
I used to cry
I used to know what I thought was truth
Know this place is spinning
Feel guilt at pleasure
Put the bottle to my mouth like the barrel of a gun