Marianne
Noble was a noticing kind of woman, and when the tall, distinguished man
walked into the public room of the best hotel at Scarborough, she noticed
at once.
So did her employer. Mrs. Middleton's sharp glance assessed
the stranger and returned to rest on her companion. "An interesting
addition. I wonder if we can make his acquaintance." Mrs. Middleton
sighed. "Sometimes I miss male companionship. I'm fortunate that
I'm in no need of funds, but there are things one requires from a man
that money cannot provide."
Marianne shuddered. "We don't know him."
Mrs. Middleton's attempts to make the acquaintance of
interesting gentlemen usually involved Marianne, but her employer's vulgar
curiosity repelled Marianne's natural reticence. She determined not to
look after the first glance that took in the toned, muscular frame and
smooth, intelligent face. She didn't want to admit he'd attracted her
attention. After all, this early in the season in Scarborough, presentable
gentlemen were rare. Her limited experience led her to conclude that what
Mrs. Middleton meant by male companionship and what she meant were very
different things, but at least her employer took care to preserve her
respectability.
Mrs. Middleton's ample charms ensured she was rarely disappointed
in her quest for male companionship, but at present they were overlaid
by bored pettishness. "I'm surprised to see anyone here. This hotel
is one of the best in the town, and it's still half-empty. If I hadn't
been so disappointed in Mr. Calverley, I wouldn't have considered coming
here this early."
Ignoring the reference to the gentleman who'd had the
good sense to back away from Mrs. Middleton's toils, Marianne picked up
the periodical from the table by her side. "Would you like me to
continue reading to you?"
"Yes please, dear," said the lady, her gaze
wandering the room. "I find your reading very soothing."
Scarborough's waters had proved exciting enough for her
for the last two weeks. The gentleman in question had been most disobliging.
At one point, Marianne had feared she might have to look for a new position
when her employer announced her forthcoming marriage, but it wasn't to
be. He hadn't come up to scratch, so here they were.
Marianne continued to read aloud from the newspaper, avoiding
the more depressing reports on the war, deciding instead to concentrate
on local events. However, she'd lost the attention of her audience. When
she looked up, she saw Mrs. Middleton's sharp blue eyes trained over her
shoulder, looking directly at the place where the gentleman had chosen
to sit.
She interrupted Marianne's careful reading of the latest
meeting of the Archaeological Society without waiting for her to finish
her sentence. "I'm almost sure I know him. If I write a note, would
you take it across to him, dear Marianne?"
Marianne disliked approaching a single gentleman she hadn't
been introduced to, but she had no option but to obey. All she had to
do was close her eyes and remember the little terrors she'd taught before
changing her profession from governess to companion, and she found she
had the courage to obey Mrs. Middleton after all.
The lady took out a gold case containing her tablet of
paper and a small pencil and scrawled a note. She folded it once and handed
it to Marianne. "Do take it to him."
Marianne took the note and got to her feet. Taking a deep
breath for courage, she took a few reluctant steps toward the gentleman.
He didn't look up from his newspaper until she had reached him.
Clear grey eyes set in a face of formidable aspect regarded
her, scanning her in an insolent study. "I thought this was a respectable
hotel." His mild tones somehow underlined Marianne's rising embarrassment.
Mortified, she flushed deep pink and handed him the note.
"I'm so sorry to disturb you." Her voice came out as a whisper.
"Yes, so you should be," he snapped, but he
took the note. After he'd read it, he glanced across at Mrs. Middleton
then back at Marianne, taking in her respectable but modest, dark blue
wool gown and her employer's more fashionable confection of butter yellow.
"You may tell the lady she is mistaken. I have rarely visited Harrogate,
and I would have been sure to remember her if I had seen her there. My
name isn't Stevens, it's Rivers."
With an effort, Marianne prevented her trembling. Humiliation
suffused her in a bitter wave, and she knew for certain that everyone
in the room was watching her. "I'm sorry to have troubled you, sir,"
she murmured in a very small voice.
He looked at her with increased attention, his darkened
eyes apparently taking in her deep flush. "That's quite all right."
His tone softened. "And I apologise for my comment earlier. I'm sure
you're a completely respectable female." With a rustle of paper,
he went back to his newssheet.
Marianne bowed her head, and without another word, went
back to Mrs. Middleton. She didn't know what to make of the gentleman's
last remark. How lowering to be called a "respectable female."
She'd seen a handsome man, one for whom she'd felt a deep, instant attraction,
and he'd seen a "respectable female." Poverty and appearance
didn't prevent daydreams of a kind Marianne would be ashamed to admit
in public--dreams of riches and beauty far beyond her--but she knew they
were all foolish and had no difficulty relegating her imaginings to the
back of her mind.
Unlike Mrs. Middleton, who was making "a push for
nobility" as she put it? "And why not?" she had said to
Marianne in a more private moment. "I'm respectably born and have
lots of the ready these days. Oh, granted, I won't end up a princess,
but I might be able to snag a baron."
One of the reasons she had employed Marianne with such
alacrity was the existence of a baron in her family. The connection was
nebulous, but Mrs. Middleton--her investigatory senses sharpened by the
trail--had sniffed him out. She had connected the surnames and traced
the connection. Mrs. Middleton's deep knowledge of the fashionable world
also came to her aid when Marianne told her this gentleman's name.
"Rivers? A common enough name, but there are the
Rivers of Greystoke Manor. That's not too far from here, either. They've
been there since the Conqueror." She stole another glance at the
gentleman over Marianne's shoulder. "I don't recognise him. There's
a young man at Greystoke Manor, but he's too young for that gentleman.
That one must be five-and-thirty if he's a day, and the younger Rivers
can't be more than three-and-twenty." She sighed. "Mr. Rivers
of nowhere. Still, he might be amusing while we're here."
Marianne lowered her head, flushing once more. Mrs. Middleton
didn't intend it, but her voice was so loud that Mr. Rivers must have
heard some of it. She hoped he wasn't listening, but she was afraid he
might be.
~ * ~
A fashionable watering place like Scarborough wasn't short
of public places where one might "accidentally" bump into an
acquaintance, so Marianne couldn't hope Mrs. Middleton would give up her
pursuit of the first eligible gentleman she'd seen so far this visit.
Her mistress questioned the boots, even going so far as to tip him half
a guinea, but the boy could tell her little about the gentleman in question.
"That's just Mr. Rivers, ma'am. He comes here every
now and then and stays for a month or so, then goes away again. He brings
a groom, but he's as closemouthed as a gentleman can be."
"So, he brings horses and such?" Mrs. Middleton
asked, aware on every suit.
"He's got his own carriage, and he brings a hack
with him."
"Anything on the door of the carriage?"
"No, ma'am. No crest," said the boots who, unseen
by Mrs. Middleton, winked at Marianne, making her aware that he knew exactly
what the lady meant.
"Still," said the widow to her companion when
the boots had gone, "a gentleman with his own carriage, no sign of
a wife--there might be hope yet, my dear. And he is very handsome."
Marianne was forced to admit her employer was right. It
had been difficult to forget him. She couldn't deny she was attracted
to Mr. Rivers, but gentlemen tended not to notice her. He wasn't the only
gentleman she had been drawn to in her nine-and-twenty years and probably
wouldn't be the last. But, they never looked at her, especially next to
Mrs. Middleton's florid charms. Marianne was too easily overlooked.
Back in their suite, she was putting on her pelisse, ready
to go out for a stroll with her employer, when the widow clapped her hands
together. Marianne turned to see her beaming with delight.
"I know. I'll invite him tomorrow. See what Mr. Blunt
makes of him."
Mrs. Middleton had arranged to hire one of the hotel rooms
downstairs for a select gathering after dinner the following evening.
She'd invited most of the gentry visiting the fashionable spa, and most
of them had accepted. Not, Marianne suspected, because of the popularity
of her mistress. Mrs. Middleton might be a little on the vulgar side,
but she was a promising widow for a gentleman on the lookout for an older
wife. Barely on the wrong side of forty, her blonde curls owed more than
a little colour to the ministrations of her skilled lady's maid, but her
animation was said to be attractive, and she was rarely short of company.
Marianne's heart sank. She thought the gentleman wanted
to be on his own, but it wasn't worth putting herself at outs with Mrs.
Middleton. Let her find out for herself.
To Marianne's surprise, Mrs. Middleton met with success,
and her invitation for the gathering later that same evening, delivered
by a chambermaid on the instant, was cordially accepted. Marianne spent
most of the remainder of the day helping her employer choose just the
right gown and the jewels to go with it.
She eventually chose a gown of pea-green that she said
set off her curls to perfection. In any case, she could then wear the
handsome set of pearls and green garnets presented to her by the late
Mr. Middleton. Because it took so long, Marianne was denied her customary
solitary airing by the sea that she had grown to enjoy in the short time
they'd been there.
Mrs. Middleton was kind enough to compliment Marianne
on her looks that evening, but she was well aware that she presented only
a neat, commonplace appearance. Her soft brown hair was overshadowed by
Mrs. Middleton's guinea-curls, her mien of quiet contemplation easily
overlooked beside her employer's animation. Which, of course, was one
of the main reasons she was there.
Marianne could play the mouse if it meant her financial
independence. Her father, a country vicar, had loved his wife too dearly,
and she had been too fruitful for the eldest of her offspring to be overly
fussy about where she looked for employment.
Standing beside Mrs. Middleton, greeting the guests when
they entered, Marianne felt a sense of relief when Mr. Rivers didn't turn
up. However, just as they were about to leave their station by the door,
he appeared, perfectly attired in evening wear that appeared, even to
Marianne's inexperienced eyes, to have been carefully tailored. Everything
fit so well, but nothing shouted. The coat fit perfectly over the broad
shoulders with only the minimum of padding, and his breeches and stockings
displayed strongly made, long legs. He wore the minimum of jewellery--unlike
some of the bucks present--and seemed to wear his clothes well. Unlike,
for instance, young Mr. Crede, whose clothes seemed to wear him.
Mrs. Middleton greeted him with a simper that didn't suit
her forty years. "So good to see you, sir. Although Scarborough is
pretty thin of company yet, we hope to offer you some interesting entertainment."
"Indeed." Mr. Rivers bowed over her hand with
an elegance Marianne suspected was born of long use. He turned to Marianne.
"Good evening, ma'am." He glanced around the room, letting out
a breath of what seemed to the observant Marianne like relief. She wondered
whom he'd expected to see there, but whomever it was, they weren't there.
The circumstances of his late arrival couldn't have been
more fortunate for the widow. She was able to lay her hand on his arm
with: "Well, everyone seems to be here. May I introduce you to some
people, sir?"
She led him off, and Marianne thought wistfully that they
made a fine couple. A voice by her side broke into her reverie.
"I trust I find you in good spirits this evening,
Miss Noble."
She turned to see Mr. Blunt smiling at her. This gentleman
had unaccountably taken a shine to her. Since she was all but dowerless,
Marianne wasn't such a fool as to assume his intent was anything but friendship,
but she enjoyed the individual attention that was so rare for her. Mr.
Blunt was forty if he was a day. Once Mrs. Middleton had discovered his
liking for Marianne, she had done her best to promote it. Marianne's protests
had fallen on deaf ears.
"No, my dear," Mrs. Middleton had said. "He's
on the lookout for a wife, and your lack of portion may not deter him
as much as you think. You could do a lot worse."
Vainly, Marianne had protested that a man's friendship
didn't include marriage, at least for her. Mrs. Middleton was an inveterate
and enthusiastic matchmaker, especially when it involved someone she was
not the least attracted to herself.
Occasionally, a younger gentleman would try his luck with
Marianne, especially once he found out how embarrassed even the simplest
compliment made her. They seemed to find it fun to see her blush and to
disconcert her.
Mr. Blunt was not one of those people. He drew Marianne
to a sofa and procured a glass of wine for her while Mrs. Middleton paraded
her new conquest around the room, bowing elegantly to the people she introduced
him to.
"Will you go to the pump room in the morning?"
Mr. Blunt asked Marianne.
"Yes, I think so. Mrs. Middleton says the water is
most enlivening. I think it horrid, but I suppose it must be good for
one." Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Mr. Rivers bow over another
young lady's hand--a pretty young lady, dressed in the finest Scarborough
could offer, unlike Marianne in her old dark blue.
"Indeed," said Mr. Blunt. "It is said to
be good for most ills. I find it particularly soothing to the stomach,
for you should know I suffer greatly from stomach pains if I eat too much
of certain foods."
After that, Marianne was honour bound to ask Mr. Blunt
which foods and she listened to an astonishing recitation of menus that
had so put Mr. Blunt out of curl that he had sworn never to eat them again.
"But, what do you eat, sir?" she asked eventually.
He gave her question a good deal of consideration, frowning
over his glass. "Chicken I find to be very beneficial. And a glass
of burgundy with a meal makes everything a little more bearable."
A new, deeply masculine voice entered the conversation.
"I've found that the more burgundy one drinks, the more bearable
things become."
Mrs. Middleton and her new friend had done a complete
circuit of the room, ending up at the sofa where Marianne and Mr. Blunt
were sitting. Mr. Blunt immediately stood and offered his seat to Mrs.
Middleton.
Appropriately, a servant brought a tray of glasses around
at that point, and Mr. Blunt gallantly helped everyone to a glass. After
one sip, Mr. Rivers put his down. At an enquiring look from Mrs. Middleton,
he said apologetically, "Very good Madeira, ma'am. Just not to my
taste."
Instead of allowing Marianne to sip her drink, Mrs. Middleton
said, in the prettiest way imaginable, "Marianne, would you play
for us? One of those little tunes you seem to carry about in your head?"
Marianne had been expecting this and, contrary to what
Mrs. Middleton said, had stowed some of her music under the seat of the
piano stool that afternoon in readiness. It was a relief to escape from
Mr. Blunt's recitation, so she got up with alacrity, leaving a convenient
place for Mr. Rivers.
Instead of taking the seat next to Mrs. Middleton, he
said to Marianne, "Allow me to turn the pages for you." He followed
her to the piano and gave her a private smile. "I beg your pardon,
but I thought my attentions were becoming too particular, and I have no
desire to attract too much attention."
She stole a glance up at him, meeting his eyes with a
soft smile of her own. "That's quite all right, sir, but you should
know most of these people are acquainted with each other, so you are the
centre of attention already." Unseen by the others, he raised his
eyebrows in a resigned grimace that nearly made her laugh. She felt as
though she had entered into some kind of conspiracy with him.
Lifting the seat, Marianne took out her music, choosing
a piece and setting it on the piano stand. Mr. Rivers stood just behind
her where he could keep an eye on the music and on the room. Marianne
ran her hands over the keys to test the tuning, and she began to play.
Music was her solace and her joy, her only accomplishment.
Her mother had brought a pianoforte into the vicarage when Marianne had
been small, and she'd taken to it at once despite the dampness in the
atmosphere that threw the instrument ferociously out of tune. She knew
she played well, and when she sat at the piano, her whole bearing underwent
a change. Gone was the embarrassed gaucherie that marked her usual movements
as well as the downcast gaze she'd adopted in her position as paid companion.
Her hands, once on the keyboard, seemed less large next to her small frame,
her long fingers an asset in spanning the keys.
The piece began quietly, so she heard the startled intake
of breath from behind her after she'd played the first few bars. She heard
him move so he could watch her play, but he was careful not to disturb
her. When the page needed turning, he did it with economy and speed.
Marianne forgot herself, concentrating on the music and
the feeling the composer had locked into the piece. No one else took any
notice of her playing, but it didn't matter. The world stopped for Marianne,
and she created her own inner place where she felt impregnable and secure.
After three pieces, Marianne stood up and closed her folder.
The applause was brief and muted, and she moved away after a small smile
of acknowledgement, only to find Mr. Rivers moving away with her.
"Let me get you something to drink," he said.
Refusing to hear her protests, he took her to a waiter and gave her a
glass of champagne, taking one for himself. "Where on Earth did you
learn to play like that?" He sounded shaken, his carefully modulated
tones warmer.
She found herself warming to him, responding to his intimacy.
"Was it that bad?"
"It was exquisite. You must know it."
Marianne hated false modesty. "I know I play better
than a debutante, but I've been around a few years longer, and I practice
as much as I can."
He took a sip of his wine. "A remarkable talent.
Allow me to compliment you."
She blushed. "Thank you. It's my first love."
"How sad."
Marianne looked up at him, puzzled.
He smiled a one-sided wry smile. "Usually a woman
cites a boy as her first love. It seems a shame that has passed you by."
She shook her head. "It never does to wish for the
unattainable, and I'm perfectly happy as I am. The music is mine, and
I'm glad of it." It sounded so convincing even to her own ears that
she almost believed it.
"You could make a living at it. I would imagine the
wages you could earn would far exceed what Mrs. Middleton, however generous,
pays you."
"It isn't a respectable living, and my father wouldn't
like it."
He frowned down at her. "How old are you? I had thought
when I first saw you that you were barely out of the schoolroom, but a
lady would hardly wish anyone as young as that as her companion."
He gave a short laugh. "I'm sorry, what an impertinent thing for
me to say."
She smiled. "I don't mind. I'm nine-and-twenty."
He examined her afresh, one thick brow lifted in surprise.
"Well, the years have treated you very well. You hardly seem that
age to me."
"Nevertheless, it's what I am."
He looked at her totally without humour, where another
man might have laughed at her. "And you've never been in love? With
a man, that is, rather than with music."
Shocked by this last question, she stared at him wide-eyed.
"Nine-and-twenty," he said meditatively. "And
never been kissed."
She blushed at the intimacy. "Oh, I have been kissed,"
she protested, startled by his practised flirtation, something never aimed
at her before. "But only at Christmas and by my mother and... people like
that."
He laughed--a long, easy sound. "You should seek to remedy
that, Miss... I'm sorry, I--"
"Noble. Miss Marianne Noble."
He laughed again, a short bark of mirth. "I like
it."
His amusement puzzled her. Her name wasn't so unusual.
She met his eyes, a brief, fraught moment. It seemed to her that they
were alone. Marianne's mouth dropped open slightly, and she forgot herself
so much as to reach for his hand.
When she touched it, she remembered where she was and
who she was. She looked away, blushing furiously to see Mrs. Middleton
watching her, eyes hard. She wasn't obvious about it, of course, but her
gaze strayed in Marianne's direction too frequently to be accidental.
"I think Mrs. Middleton needs me," she stammered.
"Do pardon me." With only a glance of farewell, she fled across
the room.
~ * ~
Later, back in her room after she had changed into a dressing
gown that looked like an explosion of expensive lace, Mrs. Middleton called
for Marianne. "I couldn't help noticing that Mr. Rivers showed a
certain partiality for your company tonight."
Marianne kept her eyes downcast. "He enjoyed my music."
Mrs. Middleton raised her eyebrows. "Indeed? It looked
more than that to me. Now, I know you won't mind if I put something to
you." She indicated a stool by the bed, and Marianne sat down. "You
must not encourage the attentions of men overmuch, especially men of the
world like Mr. Rivers. Your lack of a good dowry makes it extremely unlikely
that such a man would take any legitimate interest in you. He'd be far
more likely to offer you a carte blanche. You know what one of those is?"
"No."
"Really?" Mrs. Middleton emitted her carefully
cultivated, tinkling ripple of a laugh. "Oh, my dear, such innocence!
A carte blanche, dear Marianne, is everything except marriage. In short,
it is an offer to keep you for a time--as long as it amuses him to do
so."
Marianne put up her hands to her heated cheeks. "Oh,
Mrs. Middleton!"
"So, do be careful." Mrs. Middleton watched
Marianne until the colour mantled her cheeks. "He is not for you,
Marianne. I may accept his attentions, should he look my way, but Mr.
Rivers is far too rich for your blood. Leave him to me, my dear."
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