I still have my first camera, and remember the thrill
it gave me to take my first photographs. I enjoyed the
way my father was interested, and gave me advice: what
I wanted was a 35mm model. This was not a question for
most people, but he came from a generation when the 35mm
format was an exciting innovation, allowing a new creative,
portable freedom. One of my very first pictures, complete
with my brother's Easy Rider poster on the bedroom wall:
My father told me about the original Leica and Contax
models, and how they started the revolution. He had a
few old photography books, and told me that he once considered
it as a career. A few years after that, he introduced
me to darkroom work. He owned his own business, which
was a testament to his extraordinary resourcefulness.
He was managing director, shop floor worker, marketing
officer, product designer…and he built many of the tools
he used on a daily basis. He once explained to a neighbouring
factory that compressed air was a fantastic tool; he ran
a generator which powered his inventions.
My father decided that he needed a new brochure, and
- characteristically - that he would do it himself. I
went with him to purchase the camera, enlarger, chemicals
etc. A few days later, I stood with him while he showed
me a print starting to appear in a tray, describing it
as a magical process.
Years later, I had a similar thrill when I first went
online. I'd been hearing about the Internet for a year
or two, but it had not really interested me. I needed
a new computer, and decided I would find out what it was
all about. Nervous, excited and uncomprehending, my new
modem connected down the phone line; suddenly, my computer
was linked into the World Wide Web. Amazing.
The two experiences were similar because they both concerned
a new and empowering technology. More subtly though, they
suddenly revealed new horizons of communication and creative
possibility.
When I finished my first degree, I considered pursuing
my interest in photography; I read Susan Sontag's book
(On Photography)and discovered there was a critical
context for me to explore. I enrolled on a BTEC course
in London, but became bored with its technical rather
than aesthetic emphasis.
Sontag considers how ubiquitous the photograph is, and
how it has changed our consciousness and allowed new forms
of social and psychological documentation. It was a seminal
book, and while more fashionable people like Roland Barthes
have attempted similar but more abstract studies (Camera
Lucida), I still think Sontag's book is important.
More recently I have read The Photograph by Graham
Clarke, which is an analysis of how photographs can be
'read' or interpreted in a cultural studies framework:
"Whenever we look at a photograph we engage in a
series of complex readings which relate as much to the
expectations and assumptions that we bring to the image
as to the photographic subject itself. Indeed, rather
than the notion of looking, which suggests a passive act
of recognition, we need to insist that we read a photograph,
not as an image but as a text...the photograph achieves
meaning through what has been called a 'photographic discourse':
a language of codes which involves its own grammar and
syntax" (p 27).
I adopt the same critical stance towards multimedia or
'digital art'. For example, the notion of 'interaction'
has been given, I believe, an undue cultural status -
it has been fetishised. Martin Lister in The Photographic
Image in Digital Culture makes the same point: digital
practice is subject to critical evaluation, like anything
else.
The photographic discourse and the photographic aesthetic
preceded and - I believe - underlies contemporary digital
work, which often lacks a coherent critical context.
These are some of my earliest photographs, when I was
studying at school.