This morning my family (krista, mom, michelle, and i) actually went out for breakfast together, it was weird, and we ran into eric and carl stein (i didnt know the were brothers!!) HAHA! well umm then we went to the cherry hill mall to look at prom dresses for the junior prom, and michelle and i didnt find anything but we did end up spending lotsa $$$ in gap body and nobody wanted to go in hot topic ::sigh:: my favorite store and kept stopping other places and i kept running towards that black entrance!! I finally made it in there, and i bought this spiffy notebook thingy thats sparkly and cool and i decided that im going to buy the store as soon as i get a job, and i was like, why not get a job now! marching band is over! so im going to get a job, im gonna see if the flower junction is hiring b/c they're close by and a classy place to work (i dont want to be flipping burgers) and I have to wait til I'm 16 to work at a country club/clothing store. Well, im good with people so im not going to sit in a cubicle all my life, then again im not going to be waitressing all my life either.... well then. Umm what else. In the car i realized that i like guys named eric..(bassist at church, cool goth/punk guy at school)lol but not like like, but i do like. hmm okay prom dresses. We didnt find any at Cherry Hill so we went to Kay's Bridal and found the most breathtaking dress we have ever seen. I cant describe it, it's beauty is beyond words. Michelle is going to wear it for her senior prom, but my mom was a bit iffy at first because it was 400 dollars. Ah well, in the end michelle got her way, and its a good thing too because its sooo beautiful. Michelle also got this gold dress which is really nice, but it still doesnt compare to the light pink one. Umm what else??? hmmm...ponder ponder. Mark hasnt been online so i havent talked to him, and i kinda like him so... uhh hmm.. I havent really talked to anyone lately either. I just havent been in the mood to physically talk to someone, but I do feel like typing to miyself, not to others, thus all the away messages. My BIT friends havent really been talking to me either, i mean they have but...not really. The only time they talk to me is when im around Katie Katie because shes soo crazy and they flee to her, only then do they notice me. I dont even feel like i can carry a conversation with them, i feel detatched where I used to be part of something. I kinda like being alone though, its peaceful. I dont even feel like going to church, I'd rather sleep or sit around my room like a lazy bum. Maybe I've been being quiet becuase I'm half dead.... ya never know. I'm not sad though, i have been feeling this odd energy that comes and goes as it pleases. When its gone im a vegetable, and when its there....WHOAH im OUT there, im gone, dont even try!! I'm like goin crazy running around and acting like a five year old who just discovered how to sneak into the candy jar without mommy noticing. I am energetic, but not happy, im happy but not like IM HAPPY! im just content and crazy. And then I'm content and a vegetable. Weird world, eh? I sure think so. kay night bye sleep now bye.

Ann