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The
Poor Ragged Schoolboy
The
poor ragged schoolboy shuffled his feet
Over
the cobbles that ran down their street
He
had no father, no sister or brother
The
poor ragged boy lived alone with his mother
His
shirt was frayed, his trousers were torn
His
boots were in tatters, the heels well worn
But
for none of that did he blame his mother
She
did her best, and could do no other
The
ragged boys mother had struggled through life
She'd
had plenty of troubles and plenty of strife
And
now here she was taking washing from neighbours
To
make a few pence from her daily labours
By
scrimping and scraping she managed, someway
To
make him a meal at least once a day
Though
most days the meal was dripping and bread
He
never complained, he was glad to be fed
The
ragged boys mother lived for her son
He
was all she had left in the world to dote on
And
sometimes at night as she watched him asleep
She'd
tuck in his blanket and kiss his young cheek
She
just wished she had more to offer the lad
Their
enforced way of life made her angry, and sad
Since
her husbands death they'd struggled to live
And
apart from her love, she had little to give
The
poor ragged boy thought the world of his mother
And
had never missed having a sister or brother
He
just wished he was older, much nearer the age
When
he could go out to work and bring home a wage
But
he was only a poor ragged schoolboy aged eight
And
so had many more years yet to wait
Before
he could help her and hope to erase
That
much worried look from his poor mothers face
She
lived with her son in an unfurnished room
And
with shabby lace curtains to shut out the gloom
She’d
furnished the room the best she was able
With
a bed, some drawers, two chairs and a table
On
Christmas days the poor ragged boy
Never
got presents, not even a toy
Though
the poor ragged boy could understand why
His
mother would sit at the table and cry
He'd
put his arm around his poor mothers shoulder
And
promise her faithfully, that when he got older
He
would give her a Christmas she’d never forget
Though
that promise was to be a long way off yet
Her
long life of hardship was beginning to tell
She
was finding it hard to do anything well
Her
life was becoming a terrible strain
And
confusion surrounded her once fertile brain
She
was finding the days constantly tiring
But
for her there could never be thoughts of retiring
She
knew she would work 'til the day she died
And
to that way of thinking she'd long been resigned
And
the day finally came when she could take no more
She
collapsed in her chair and fell to the floor
The
poor ragged boy was at school for his learning
So
she lay all alone, feverishly burning
When
the poor ragged schoolboy came home that night
He
found his poor mother and trembled with fright
He
knelt down beside her in utter despair
Bewildered
and shocked at finding her there
The
poor ragged boy ran for help from next-door
And
other neighbours were also sent for
They
put her in bed and without any delay
Sent
for the doctor to come straight away
The
doctor arrived, and his quick diagnosis
Was
that the ragged boys mother had tuberculoses
And
when quizzed by the doctor, the boy had to agree
That
her cough was persistent and she ate sparingly
She
was really quite ill, was the doctors conclusion
And
the boy should not be under any illusion
That
his poor mothers illness would worsen for sure
Because
for TB, they'd not yet found a cure
And
the ragged boy's mother did get much worse
And
the ragged boy's life became that of a nurse
He
tended his mother from morning 'til night
Hoping
and praying that she'd be all right
Each
night he prayed, "Please don't take my mother"
"For
I have no father, no sister or brother"
"Please
dear Lord, don't leave me alone"
"If
you take my mam I'll be all on my own"
His
unwashed young face was lined with tears
Reflecting
the thoughts of his innermost fears
The
poor ragged boy knew his mother was dying
And
instead of sleeping he spent his nights crying
One
morning the ragged boy rose from his bed
And
was suddenly filled with the most awful dread
He
looked at his mother - and felt quite alone
She
had died in the night, now he was on his own
The
wretched young lad put his arm round her shoulder
"Don't
leave me" he cried, "Cos when I get older.."
"I'll
give you a Christmas you'll never forget.."
"Don't
leave me mam, don't leave me just yet".
The
tears ran down the young ragged boys face
For
he knew, his mother, he could never replace
His
tearful young face was filled with despair
As
he held his poor mother and stroked her hair
He
cradled her head as he lay by her side
"Poor
mother, I love you so much" he cried
Now
he had no mother to watch him asleep
Or
tuck in his blanket, and kiss his young cheek
The
ragged boys mother was laid to her rest
In
the grave of a pauper, having been blessed
By
the old parish vicar who was present that day
And
then she was lowered deep into the clay
The
poor ragged schoolboy shuffled his feet
Over
the cobbles that ran down their street
He
had no parents, no sister or brother
He
was now all alone since the death of his mother
His
shirt was frayed, his trousers were torn
His
boots were in tatters, the heels well worn
But
for none of that would he blame his dear mother
She
had done her best, and could do no other
David
Siddall, 1985
This poem is based on a memory of Edna
Day
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