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THE
NIGHT OUR HOUSE CAUGHT FIRE
I’d
got home a bit late on that Sunday night
Dad
was in bed, but he’d left on the light
So
I lit a last cig, relaxed in the chair
And
a few minutes later I fell asleep there
I
remember awaking sometime around four
So
I left the front room and fastened the door
And
once in bed I was soon sleeping - and yet
This
would be a night I will never forget
Whilst
I lay sleeping, my Dad had been roused
By
a noise from downstairs, a crackling sound
He
ran downstairs and was faced with the sight
Of
the whole of the living room fiercely alight
He
stood there in shock by the living room door
And
through it black smoke had started to pour
The
smoke was beginning to fill all the rooms
Polluting
the house with its poisonous fumes
By
this time my Dad was outside in the street
Shouting
upstairs through the smoke and the heat
He
was calling my name, shouting louder each time
Cos’
the stairs by now were too dangerous to climb
As
I lay in deep sleep, someone shouted my name
Then
I heard it again, and again and again
The
voice sounded muffled, as though in a haze
I
opened my eyes, but was still in a daze
I
sat up bewildered, then started to choke
For
my room was engulfed in thick black smoke
I
sat on the bed, coughing and wheezing
And
the smoke was so dense I could not see a thing
I
rushed to the window to get some fresh air
But
after trying the handle, was deep in despair
The
window was stuck, it just wouldn’t budge
Though
I banged it, pulled it, pushed it and tugged
Then
panic set in, I was trapped in my room
And
at that point I didn’t know which way to turn
I
was stumbling around trying to get to the door
But
was so overcome I collapsed on the floor
The
taste of the smoke was making me sick
It
was burning my eyes, it was so black and thick
My
head was spinning, my stomach was churning
And
the fire had spread, the kitchen was burning
It
was then I instinctively picked up a chair
And
threw it as hard as I could through the air
It
crashed through the window, releasing the room
From
some of the smoke, the heat and the fumes
I
got to the window still breathless and scared
My
body was shaking, my thoughts were impaired
I
just couldn’t think straight, my mind had gone numb
But
I knew, to the smoke, I mustn’t succumb
Through
the now shattered window I gulped in the air
I
was gasping for life and rigid with fear
And
then it returned, that choking sensation
It
was so hard to breathe it defied explanation
I
was wondering how I could gain my release
From
this terrible nightmare, all in one piece
There
was no one to help, I was all on my own
I
had never before felt so lost and alone
I
turned from the window with much reservation
But
the time now had come for self preservation
My
mind had cleared, I had more understanding
So
I took a deep breath and made for the landing
At
the top of the staircase I shuddered with fright
For
the stairs at the bottom were now well alight
I
was once again filled with fear and concern
If
I got down the stairs, would I get badly burned?
But
there was little time left to stand and to stall
If
I didn’t go now I’d have no chance at all
I
closed my eyes tight, said a few prayers
And
ran through the flames that were licking the stairs
In
the blink of an eye I was out on the street
Away
from the fumes, the smoke and the heat
Away
from the fear I had felt deep within
And
away from the danger my life had been in
Then
Dad and I stood in the roadway and gazed
At
our Mellor street home as it merrily blazed
We
watched as the windows exploded with heat
Throwing
splinters of glass all over the street
The
whole house was gutted, burned to a shell
And
all our possessions had gone up as well
All
I had left were the clothes on my back
A
pair of burnt socks and a scorched pair of slacks
They
never discovered the cause of the fire
But
suggested an electrical fault in a wire
They
may well have been right of course...and yet
It
just might have been... that last cigarette!
David Siddall, 1995
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