A Chide's Alphabet Issue 3  

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      ROBIN HAMILTON
        
      
      THE GREEN KNIGHT'S SINGS
      
                    The Green Knight and the Foxy Ladies
      
                       The Green Knight:  Time's Posy
      
                 The Green Knight's Sexual Harassment Blues
      
                      The Green Knight:  Man Off-Course
      
                    The Green Knight's Winter Love Blues
      
           The Green Knight:  Love At First Sight, Eighties Style
      
      
      
      
      The Green Knight and the Foxy Ladies
      
      One time the Green Knight was a squire of dames,
              he so well set up on his high horse;
      Young and feisty, but maybe lacking style,
              So the foxy ladies laughed while strolling on.
      
      Dealt he careful hands from out his pack of words,
              made legoland with groaning from the heart,
      Spewed out syllables like some malign fire-eater,
              But the foxy ladies smiled, and still walked on.
      
      Well like a dog, he danced upon the coals,
              panto bear do a hind-leg caper for applause:
      He was real good -- they gave him prizes for his tricks,
              Still the foxy ladies went hurrying right on.
      
      So the Green Knight come to final terms with it:
              no way this loving world will him embrace.
      Pouched his hands in pockets, kicked a stone, and left --
              While the foxy ladies mourned his passing on.
      
      
      
      The Green Knight:  Time's Posy
      
      If I were a youngman
          still dressed in my blood
      With the passion of twenty
          and lust at the flood,
      
      I'd woo you with roses
          of marvellous hue
      I'd count out petals
          in the cold March dew.
      
      If I were a youngman
          still decked in my pride
      With lies at command
          and desires yet to ride,
      
      I'd pillion you properly
          set in my saddle,
      Ride out in the weather
          where others won't meddle.
      
      But as now I am older
          all happed in my skin
      And the gate of the forest
          half-open within,
      
      I'll woo you with nightshade,
          with hemlock and rue,
      The flowers of my chagrin,
          the blooms that are due.
      
      In the dark of the dusk
          on a still winter's night
      With a crescent moon
          as the only light,
      
      I'll come like the shadow
          of forgotten sin
      To the door of your chamber
          that's locked within;
      
      
      With no hope of grace
          on that wide double bed,
      No thought of a joy
          as we lie at its head,
      
      While the moonlight that breaks
          through the uncurtained gap
      Is the sign of the lost ones
          who failed at the leap.
      
      
      The Green Knight's Sexual Harassment Blues
      
      Swaying down the street like an unresolved equation
              cab in the distance with a lady in it
      Held up my hand to hail my dear, found out she was a
              foxy radical feminist.
      
      Went round the corner to shoot some pool,
              there was the cue-ball with eyes upon it
      Looking shrewdly right back at me, like some
              foxy radical feminist.
      
      Climbed on a bus to hold onto my mind
              went down the track to the end of my time
      Paid the conductor my heart and got no change -- another
              foxy radical feminist.
      
      Kiting plastic like there's no tomorrow,
              drinking coffee for the whisky shakes,
      Eating muffins to keep up my sugar -- across the table a
              foxy radical feminist.
      
      Cracked right apart like Three Mile Island
              wide and high and open to the weather
      It's summer in heaven but it's autumn in my soul, with those
              foxy radical feminists.
      
      My head is on the jangle, my liver's on the skids
              my hands won't stop from shaking all the while
      Got myself sorrows like a cat's got style, because of those
              foxy radical feminists.
      
      
      The Green Knight:  Man Off-Course
      
      He walked down the wrong road
             off the common track
         a bad road, a mean road
         long way and no way back.
      
      Walked along the wrong road
             inside his head
         way back behind his eyes
         traced the paths of the dead.
      
      Looked back across his shoulder
             out of his eyes
         saw the starlight beating
         down from the skies.
      
      Listened to the blood pulse
             beside his ear
         might have been someone calling
         but he couldn't hear.
      
      Took a ghost by the hand on that wrong road
             walked with her many a happy mile
         came at last to running water
         she vanished without a smile.
      
      Met a friend, met a friend called woman
             thought she was a real as he
         didn't dare turn his back on her
         said, That's no way to be.
      
      Held a child in his arms for a distance
             till she too faded away
         stepped out of his hold very soon
         just wasn't there one day.
      
      Came to a hill deep inside his head
             long time past he's been almost dead
         cut off from his eyes, cut off from his ears
         cut off from everything except his fears.
      
      
      Climbed that hill like it was a stair of wood
             stood beneath the gallows and put on a hood
         tied the noose tight around his neck
         said, I've come to the end of the last road I can take.
      
      Stood free for a moment, said goodbye to ghost, child and
      friend
             stepped off the hill and into the air
         such a long road, such a wrong road
      
      
      
      The Green Knight's Winter Love Blues
      
      A little bit past flirting but before we get to bed,
              that place and time we left at sweet sixteen;
      The back seat of the movies when the lights have slowly dimmed --
              easy games we played before the problems came.
      
      There's time and place and circumstance
              and somewhere for it all;
      Safe games we play with daughters
              just to train them for these tricks,
      Or that little bit of flirting
              just to keep the tension up:
      
      Girls and boys have different idioms
              but share this common tongue --
      
      A little fond affection and a little gentle stroking,
              just a little winter love to pass the time;
      Not to go on past tomorrow but to hold on to today,
              where we snuggle up in corners outside time.
      
      That nice moment when it's balanced on the line
              between "Goodby, dear John" upon the doorstep
      Or right on and into bed,
              where the curtain drops, no world exists
      And there's just me and you;
              And the mortgage and my children
      And your mother's stern advice
              Exist outside those windows
      Which the moonlight's beating on
              and there's no barrier that holds
      Between our bodies' strict desires.
      
      A little bit past flirting but before we get to bed,
              that place and time we left at sweet sixteen;
      The back seat of the movies when the lights have slowly dimmed --
              easy games we played before the problems came.
      
      To that point where when I touch your breast
              that says I'd better mean it,
      There's times when what I'd go for
              would be games with lower stakes:
      A little gentle whist to pass the time --
      
      Till the next erotic whirlwind
              takes up my heart and tears it,
      Let's stay within the confines
              of that safe, familiar game.
      
      A little bit past flirting but before we get to bed,
              that place and time we left at sweet sixteen;
      The back seat of the movies when the lights have slowly dimmed --
              easy games we played before the problems came.
      
      A little fond affection and a little gentle stroking,
              just a little winter love to pass the time;
      Not to go on past tomorrow but to hold on to today,
              where we snuggle up in corners outside time.
      
      
      
      The Green Knight:  Love At First Sight, Eighties Style
      
      Coming through the bar door
          took one look
              blew him away
                  that's no lie.
      
      That's the way it is
          old, old story
              girl in the corner
                  man at the door
          hit him like a magnum
              slug in the belly.
      
      Ain't so simple,
          ain't so easy
              bullet proof vest
                  of a wife and family
          but she has method
              baby, watch her light that fire:
      
      Learn a lot
          in twenty years.
      
      Man gives a strange look
          falling down sideways
              inside --
                  it don't show
      
      Learn some technique
          in ten years more.
      
      Walk across the bar room
          sound of the jukebox
              girl just talking
                  `Not dancing, are you?'
                      cuts her out.
      
      Learn some technique
          in ten years more.
      
      She plays it cool
          plays it attentive
              doesn't push it
                  but doesn't look down
                      a tough one, that sister.
      
      
      Learn a lot
          in twenty years.
      
      Walk to the bar door
          little bit apart
              not holding hands
                  not joined up yet.
      
      See her home --
          man with a family
              girl on the prod.
      
      Learn a lot
          in twenty years.
              learn some technique
                  in ten years more.
      
      Write your own ending
          this story doesn't finish
              who gets whom
                  who wins if they do.
      
      Work it for yourself now
          girl on the prod
              man with a family.
      
      Learn a lot
          in twenty years.
              learn some technique
                  in ten years more.
      
      But this I'll say
          without hesitation --
              he came through the bar door
                  she was sitting in the corner
                      took one look
                          and she blew him away.
      
      
      
       Author's Note:
      
      The title, "The Green Knight's Sings", is a slight spin on "Songs" -- 
      they're not quite, or not all, strictly songs.  So the title uses the verb
      "sing" as a noun.
      
      The Green Knight is an echo of George Gascoigne's semi-fictionalised
      portrait of himself in "The Green Knight's Farewell to Fancy", crossed with
      a bit of Berryman.  The end result is (I hope) pretty far from either.
      
      1, 3, and 5 are the Green Knight using his own voice -- his sings, so to
      speak.  The others are "songs" that the Green Knight writes.
      
      So 1/3/5 are the GK's sings, 2/4/6 are his songs.
      
      The sequence is from an upublished collection called The Middle Life.
      
      
      
       
      
                
        
      
      
      

       
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