A Chide's Alphabet Issue 3
ROBIN HAMILTON
THE GREEN KNIGHT'S SINGS
The Green Knight and the Foxy Ladies
The Green Knight: Time's Posy
The Green Knight's Sexual Harassment Blues
The Green Knight: Man Off-Course
The Green Knight's Winter Love Blues
The Green Knight: Love At First Sight, Eighties Style
The Green Knight and the Foxy Ladies
One time the Green Knight was a squire of dames,
he so well set up on his high horse;
Young and feisty, but maybe lacking style,
So the foxy ladies laughed while strolling on.
Dealt he careful hands from out his pack of words,
made legoland with groaning from the heart,
Spewed out syllables like some malign fire-eater,
But the foxy ladies smiled, and still walked on.
Well like a dog, he danced upon the coals,
panto bear do a hind-leg caper for applause:
He was real good -- they gave him prizes for his tricks,
Still the foxy ladies went hurrying right on.
So the Green Knight come to final terms with it:
no way this loving world will him embrace.
Pouched his hands in pockets, kicked a stone, and left --
While the foxy ladies mourned his passing on.
The Green Knight: Time's Posy
If I were a youngman
still dressed in my blood
With the passion of twenty
and lust at the flood,
I'd woo you with roses
of marvellous hue
I'd count out petals
in the cold March dew.
If I were a youngman
still decked in my pride
With lies at command
and desires yet to ride,
I'd pillion you properly
set in my saddle,
Ride out in the weather
where others won't meddle.
But as now I am older
all happed in my skin
And the gate of the forest
half-open within,
I'll woo you with nightshade,
with hemlock and rue,
The flowers of my chagrin,
the blooms that are due.
In the dark of the dusk
on a still winter's night
With a crescent moon
as the only light,
I'll come like the shadow
of forgotten sin
To the door of your chamber
that's locked within;
With no hope of grace
on that wide double bed,
No thought of a joy
as we lie at its head,
While the moonlight that breaks
through the uncurtained gap
Is the sign of the lost ones
who failed at the leap.
The Green Knight's Sexual Harassment Blues
Swaying down the street like an unresolved equation
cab in the distance with a lady in it
Held up my hand to hail my dear, found out she was a
foxy radical feminist.
Went round the corner to shoot some pool,
there was the cue-ball with eyes upon it
Looking shrewdly right back at me, like some
foxy radical feminist.
Climbed on a bus to hold onto my mind
went down the track to the end of my time
Paid the conductor my heart and got no change -- another
foxy radical feminist.
Kiting plastic like there's no tomorrow,
drinking coffee for the whisky shakes,
Eating muffins to keep up my sugar -- across the table a
foxy radical feminist.
Cracked right apart like Three Mile Island
wide and high and open to the weather
It's summer in heaven but it's autumn in my soul, with those
foxy radical feminists.
My head is on the jangle, my liver's on the skids
my hands won't stop from shaking all the while
Got myself sorrows like a cat's got style, because of those
foxy radical feminists.
The Green Knight: Man Off-Course
He walked down the wrong road
off the common track
a bad road, a mean road
long way and no way back.
Walked along the wrong road
inside his head
way back behind his eyes
traced the paths of the dead.
Looked back across his shoulder
out of his eyes
saw the starlight beating
down from the skies.
Listened to the blood pulse
beside his ear
might have been someone calling
but he couldn't hear.
Took a ghost by the hand on that wrong road
walked with her many a happy mile
came at last to running water
she vanished without a smile.
Met a friend, met a friend called woman
thought she was a real as he
didn't dare turn his back on her
said, That's no way to be.
Held a child in his arms for a distance
till she too faded away
stepped out of his hold very soon
just wasn't there one day.
Came to a hill deep inside his head
long time past he's been almost dead
cut off from his eyes, cut off from his ears
cut off from everything except his fears.
Climbed that hill like it was a stair of wood
stood beneath the gallows and put on a hood
tied the noose tight around his neck
said, I've come to the end of the last road I can take.
Stood free for a moment, said goodbye to ghost, child and
friend
stepped off the hill and into the air
such a long road, such a wrong road
The Green Knight's Winter Love Blues
A little bit past flirting but before we get to bed,
that place and time we left at sweet sixteen;
The back seat of the movies when the lights have slowly dimmed --
easy games we played before the problems came.
There's time and place and circumstance
and somewhere for it all;
Safe games we play with daughters
just to train them for these tricks,
Or that little bit of flirting
just to keep the tension up:
Girls and boys have different idioms
but share this common tongue --
A little fond affection and a little gentle stroking,
just a little winter love to pass the time;
Not to go on past tomorrow but to hold on to today,
where we snuggle up in corners outside time.
That nice moment when it's balanced on the line
between "Goodby, dear John" upon the doorstep
Or right on and into bed,
where the curtain drops, no world exists
And there's just me and you;
And the mortgage and my children
And your mother's stern advice
Exist outside those windows
Which the moonlight's beating on
and there's no barrier that holds
Between our bodies' strict desires.
A little bit past flirting but before we get to bed,
that place and time we left at sweet sixteen;
The back seat of the movies when the lights have slowly dimmed --
easy games we played before the problems came.
To that point where when I touch your breast
that says I'd better mean it,
There's times when what I'd go for
would be games with lower stakes:
A little gentle whist to pass the time --
Till the next erotic whirlwind
takes up my heart and tears it,
Let's stay within the confines
of that safe, familiar game.
A little bit past flirting but before we get to bed,
that place and time we left at sweet sixteen;
The back seat of the movies when the lights have slowly dimmed --
easy games we played before the problems came.
A little fond affection and a little gentle stroking,
just a little winter love to pass the time;
Not to go on past tomorrow but to hold on to today,
where we snuggle up in corners outside time.
The Green Knight: Love At First Sight, Eighties Style
Coming through the bar door
took one look
blew him away
that's no lie.
That's the way it is
old, old story
girl in the corner
man at the door
hit him like a magnum
slug in the belly.
Ain't so simple,
ain't so easy
bullet proof vest
of a wife and family
but she has method
baby, watch her light that fire:
Learn a lot
in twenty years.
Man gives a strange look
falling down sideways
inside --
it don't show
Learn some technique
in ten years more.
Walk across the bar room
sound of the jukebox
girl just talking
`Not dancing, are you?'
cuts her out.
Learn some technique
in ten years more.
She plays it cool
plays it attentive
doesn't push it
but doesn't look down
a tough one, that sister.
Learn a lot
in twenty years.
Walk to the bar door
little bit apart
not holding hands
not joined up yet.
See her home --
man with a family
girl on the prod.
Learn a lot
in twenty years.
learn some technique
in ten years more.
Write your own ending
this story doesn't finish
who gets whom
who wins if they do.
Work it for yourself now
girl on the prod
man with a family.
Learn a lot
in twenty years.
learn some technique
in ten years more.
But this I'll say
without hesitation --
he came through the bar door
she was sitting in the corner
took one look
and she blew him away.
Author's Note:
The title, "The Green Knight's Sings", is a slight spin on "Songs" --
they're not quite, or not all, strictly songs. So the title uses the verb
"sing" as a noun.
The Green Knight is an echo of George Gascoigne's semi-fictionalised
portrait of himself in "The Green Knight's Farewell to Fancy", crossed with
a bit of Berryman. The end result is (I hope) pretty far from either.
1, 3, and 5 are the Green Knight using his own voice -- his sings, so to
speak. The others are "songs" that the Green Knight writes.
So 1/3/5 are the GK's sings, 2/4/6 are his songs.
The sequence is from an upublished collection called The Middle Life.
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