A Chide's Alphabet Issue 3  

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      PATRICK HERRON
      
      
      Orbital Crossed-circuitry
      
      
      Cordelia:    Alack, 'tis he: why, he was met even now
      	    As mad as the vex'd sea; singing aloud;
      	    Crown'd with rank fumiter and furrow-weeds,
      	    With bur-docks, hemlock, nettles, cuckoo-flowers,
      	    Darnel, and all the idle weeds that grow
      	    In our sustaining corn. A century send forth;
      	    Search every acre in the high-grown field,
      	    And bring him to our eye.  What can man's wisdom
      	    In the restoring his bereaved sense?
      	    He that helps him take all my outward worth.
      
      Doctor:          There is means, madam:
      	    Our foster-nurse of nature is repose,
      	    The which he lacks; that to provoke in him,
      	    Are many simples operative, whose power
      	    Will close the eye of anguish.
      
      Cordelia:        All blest secrets,
      	    All you unpublish'd virtues of the earth,
      	    Spring with my tears! be aidant and remediate
      	    In the good man's distress! Seek, seek for him;
      	    Lest his ungovern'd rage dissolve the life
      	    That wants the means to lead it.
      
        -- King Lear, Act IV, scene IV
      
      
      Rings around the world 
      become ringing in your ears.
      One look in the mirror shows you
      the rings circling your eyes. 
      Bulls lock horns in your a-
      posteriori assumptions recursively sneering
      stumped cauterized frustrations, 
      sublimations, nation-states coursing
      through your seething blue-sparked madness 
      circumscribed by opposable grasp 
      of what is really nothing.  Sharp 
      sting of the alkaline burr.  That 
      taste.  It is nothing.  All thumbs you 
      grasp the phone, grab those horns, 
      steering, gravitating with finite state 
      machinations down the halls 
      of circuits leering. But you don't 
      do it discreetly.  We cheer 
      you on.  Thumbs up. Calling for help.
      
      This is not the sound of a phone ringing.
      
      Fight fight fight, keep on keeping on.
      You be one with you, let you be you,
      time now for your studio audience,
      their backs form your stage, your 
      vessel of rage.  You is jackboot and you 
      is simply not.  You is me, I'll be your mirror,
      the construction of hatred in stark light,
      of anger in sunshine charades.  Hand puppets
      leave their permanent marks abstractly,
      hands down a fourth grader's pants.
      We call this branding.  We are we,
      yes, patently trivial, solid, liquid,
      and gaseous.  Which one?  Such a concept requires
      loving a body, such a fastening needs 
      a hammer for hanging, walls for spackling, 
      and nails for smashing.  We have pillows, 
      fascinating conversation, pills, 
      and involuntary shelter safe from moonlight.
      Feel free to stay here while you recover.
      
      This is not the sound of the heavens singing.
      
      Yes it is an abstraction clutching your throat.  
      But it is about you at least.  Shaking free makes it 
      tighter, you see the purple of fading stars
      suffocating neurons and they're exploding and that
      ringing.  This is not sense, none of it.
      Sense is not generative, that is to say,
      it does not make itself, sense does not make
      sense.  You will have to see it to,
      ah, forget it. Sense has no reason.  It's the only way
      to go.  You just have to.  Go.  Your goodness
      and your generosity is the coin flip
      of calamity.  So tell everyone you are happy.
      You've played the shaved poodle before.
      
      This is not the sound of a phone ringing.
      
      Don't ask a poet who you are. The more evasive
      the answer the more pervasive the blather.
      Don't ask a poem what it is, your evaluation
      is a reflection of what you are, or rather, 
      you will only see the rearrangement of all the versions 
      you have forged on the subject of who you want to be.
      
      This is not the sound of the heavens singing.
      This is not the sound of a phone ringing.
      
      So tell me you love me.  I love you.  Hi there!
      Projective voice like a hand on your thigh, or
      is it like a fist wearing rings cast up your anus?
      Now that we've established such an intimate connection, 
      please tell me, won't you dear, oh iron in fire,
      why is love so like nature, such an obscenity,
      such ephemeral cruelty, crossed circuitry
      of freedom and captivity?  Brutality is hatred and love
      circled by oscillations of attention.  Attenuated muck.
      Hit me when you fuck me.  Love me and tell me
      I'm dirt.  Strike me down and lift me up.  Punch me.
      Break off my rib.  Dinner and a movie. Thanks God
      for the lovely date, this dumpster and a snuff flick.
      
      This is not the sound of the heavens singing.
      
      The struggle for living, the endless orbit 
      with a finite distance, is an affront to itself,
      like any orifice.  Orbicularis, temporalis,
      I see you is ICU, iris, pupil, and canthus,
      There's very little this eye likes to miss.
      
      This is not the sound of a phone ringing.
      
      Horrendous guilt.  Make the sign of the cross, 
      the mark of permanent exclusion 
      merely rotated and bloodied.
      The battle zone landscape of your 
      spontaneity.  When face-down 
      in the mud we tend to lack 
      alacrity.
      
      This is not the sound of the heavens singing.
      This is not the sound of a phone ringing.
      
      Burial mound and stinging salt in my eye
      as ungoverned madness of a vexed swirling sea, as
      the minutest annoyance like the bite of a flea,
      as whole kingdoms collapsed in the gaze of a fly.
      
      This is not the sound of a phone ringing.
      This is not the sound of the heavens singing.
      
      Telephone ringing, the party's over, 
      last line digested in flatulent sleeping,
      water pipe leaking, scratchy song rehashed: 
      
          ashes to ashes, fun to deadly, 
          we know you're singing one fucked-up medley
       
      I have to say goodbye now, I'm heeding the calling,
      the message on your machine, red light flashing, 
      the one you might not hear but is always waiting.
      
      You know the one.  It's the only
      
      you have been disconnected
      
      01B
      
      
      
      Amsterdamn
      
      Retention: the right to piss on the street.  
      The gracht, rather the water, the stream hits the
      fun. Holy fumble, the top spun sides surround I mean
      golly, zijds, it's all contortion.  Take is a wrought
      AWOL existing by the pool by the rain out warp. That
      frame scorbutic clean the lighter pass the cabbage
      arm broken in one.  Ascorbic butane butyl love it is
      engine jeered just the shame.  Shorry for the conch.
      Not all oceans are canals crucified by roads.
      
      
      
      
       Halo
        for Billy Little
      
       half of love 
       plus half of half
       is halo and I 
       don't believe
       in angels, no.
      
      
      
      
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      Carla Billitteri
      
      Linda Russo Sarah
      Anne Cox
      Wanda Coleman Sarah
      Anne Cox
      
      Catherine Walsh
      Catherine Walsh
      
      Patrick Galvin Norma Cole
      Maurice Scully Fanny Howe
      Erin Tribble Trevor Joyce
      Brian Lucas David Buuck
      
      John M. Bennett Michael Friedman
      Richard Kostelanetz
      
      Andrew Joron Sarah
      Anne Cox
      Richard Anders Sarah
      Anne Cox
      
      Catherine Walsh
      Catherine Walsh
      
      John Yau
      John Yau
      John Yau
      
                            
      

       
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