DISCLAIMER: See Ch. 1.

A/N: Well, not much to say here...

CHAPTER 4: SEEKING SYMPATHY

Vires flamma refleca capit. The rekindled flame takes on new strength. –Ovid, Fasti (3.144)

Harry went back up to his room to write a letter to Neville when he noticed a large brown owl. It held a letter in its beak, which bore the Hogwarts crest. Before he took the letter from it, he asked it to wait so he could write a letter before it took off. It hooted in agreement, and he opened the letter to see his O.W.L. (Ordinary Wizarding Level) results.

O.W.L. results for: Harry James Potter

Astronomy: A

Care of Magical Creatures: E

Charms: E

Defense Against the Dark Arts: O*

Divination: T

Herbology: E

History of Magic: D

Potions: O

Transfiguration: E

(O* = Highest grade ever recorded on the subject in the history of the O.W.L. exams)

Harry was impressed with his grades. And to think he had gotten the highest DADA mark ever recorded! The bonus point for his Patronus must have helped ensure his grade. What was more, he could pursue his ambitions of being an Auror by taking Snape's N.E.W.T.-level Potions classes!

Just then, on a separate sheet of paper, Harry saw a letter from Professor McGonagall.

Dear Mr. Potter,

You have done exceedingly well on your O.W.L. exams. Like I said at your Career Advice appointment (even though it ended up in an argument between myself and Umbridge), I would help you on your career path to be an Auror. After discussions with the Ministry of Magic, they have seemed impressed with your career choice and have even allowed you to become an Animagus, should you choose to do so.

After last year's fiasco with Umbridge, your rights to play Quidditch and visit Hogsmeade have been returned, and all those ridiculous "Educational Decrees" have been countersigned. Your Firebolt is on its way back to your house, though it may take a bit longer, since eight school owls had to be used to deliver it.

The other Professors and I offer our condolences after Sirius Black's death. There will be an appointment at 3 P.M. on Monday to give evidence that he was innocent, which will allow his will to be read if all goes well. This should give you enough time after the Grand Opening of Weasley's Wizard Wheezes. All the members of the D.A. and all the teachers have been invited.

There is also one other thing. Professor Dumbledore will be coming by tomorrow at 1 P.M. to discuss the atrocities of Umbridge. (We know this already via the protective wards placed on your house.)

Sincerely,
Professor McGonagall, Deputy Headmistress


Harry took out his pen and a fresh sheet of paper (he kept Muggle stationary around these days so he could wisely use his quills, ink and parchment once back at school), and wrote down a response.

Professor McGonagall,

Thank you for the letter and your condolences. I have been trying to study Occlumency on my own time, and Professor Snape will be pleased to know that I've been able to shut Voldemort out almost entirely. (I'm not entirely sure yet; either I've cancelled him out of my dreams completely, or he's just been very quiet lately.) I'm looking forward to Dumbledore tomorrow and the Grand Opening on Saturday. I also happened to have given Fred and George the thousand Galleons I won from the Triwizard Tournament. I didn't want the money, Cedric Diggory's parents didn't want it, and the twins need it, end of story. In retrospect, it was a good idea too, since it helped them find new ways to drive Umbridge insane, from the Wildfire Whiz-Bangs to the Portable Swamp. (In other words, Professor, be sure to thank the twins later.)

Also, regarding my choice to be an Auror, you said they accepted no less than 5 O.W.L.s, and you mentioned four subjects I would need: DADA, Transfiguration, Charms, and Potions. Do you think they would accept Care of Magical Creatures? I can easily cooperate with phoenixes, hippogriffs, and threstrals. Also, my skills as a Parselmouth (a skill Voldemort accidentally gave me the first time he tried to kill me), means I could cooperate with a whole variety of snakes and serpents. Furthermore, Aurors have to be tested for handling pressure, etc. I've seen people die, I've gotten a whole load of injuries, as Madam Pomfrey will attest to, I'm sure, even the occasional Cruciatus Curse. All in all, I'm no stranger to pain. Do you think those would make for good credentials.

Sincerely,
Harry Potter


He rolled up the letter, gave it to the owl, and sent it out the window. No sooner than the owl had taken off than eight owls had flown in with the Firebolt in a box. Harry released the owls of their burden, and they flew off. With a pang in his heart, Harry remembered how it was the first thing Sirius had even given him. With a sad look on his face, he put it at the bottom of its trunk. He then decided to write a letter to Neville.

Just writing it could be a challenge in itself. If Neville was something like Ron, Harry would have his pride to deal with. Neville probably didn't want to be seen as usual as the forgetful boy with trouble in most of his classes. In the end, Harry decided to write it as respectfully and honestly as possible. Besides, he knew that Neville could do with more self-esteem.

Neville,

I hope you're OK after last summer. Now I've lost someone to the hands of that Death Eater, Bellatrix Lestrange. Sirius Black was innocent this whole time, and I'll be able to prove it at the Ministry this Monday, after the Grand Opening of the Weasley twins' new shop.

I also got my O.W.L. results today. Got the highest mark ever recorded in DADA. I hope you at least did well in Herbology; you're good at that.

I think the reason you've been having trouble in most of your classes all these years was because you were using your father's wand. Since I'm also responsible for your wand being broken after the battle in the Department of Mysteries a month ago, I should probably buy you a new wand. I hope your grandmother didn't give you a hard time. It was brave and noble of you to come along, but one thing I should have pointed out at those D.A. meetings was that, however well-trained you are, it's still best to avoid him if you can. Anyway, when we get you a new wand, I wonder what your Patronus would look like.

I'm also writing this since I know you have hard something of a hard life yourself. I accidentally found out about your parents towards the end of my fourth year, and Dumbledore explained to me about them and swore me to secrecy. I can sympathize with you on some points, and I wanted to let you know that during the upcoming war, I will not hesitate to work with you. Even during the fight in the Department of Mysteries, I could feel some sort of hidden potential in you. I have an instinct that you can be immensely helpful to us, and my instinct has hardly let me down.

Sincerely,
Harry


Harry then got started on another letter, this one to Cho. This one could prove to be even more difficult, seeing how abruptly their relationship ended. In the end, Harry decided to follow with the philosophy of never arguing with woman, because "they're always right." Some humility and respect would be the best way to get Cho to read it.

Cho,

It's me, Harry. There were just a few things I wanted to sort out with you.

First of all, I admit to the fact that I could have done things differently last year. You're smart, beautiful, clever, and a true friend. You were even among those who helped vouch for me that day in the Hog's Head. Even during the Triwizard Tournament, you were one of the few who didn't believe Rita Skeeter's lies about me. I should not have been cold and unforgiving like that. I should have shown more gratitude and sympathy towards you.

I hear you're going out with someone else now. I know that's none of my business, but I just wanted to settle a few things. It would help me ease the grief I have right now. Sirius Black, the man who everyone thought was a criminal, was innocent this whole time. He was my godfather, my parents' best friend, and even the one who gave me that Firebolt. He died trying to protect me that night in the Department of Mysteries in the Ministry of Magic. This Monday, a few hours after the Grand Opening of the Weasley twins' new shop in Diagon Alley, I'll get the chance to prove that he was innocent, once and for all.

The point of this letter is that I can now see what you're going through, with losing someone close to you. You lost Cedric and were trying to cope with it; now I lost Sirius to that Death Eater named Bellatrix Lestrange.

Maybe we can talk more at the Grand Opening, if you want.

Sincerely,
Harry

Okay, it was a little emotional, a little overdone, but at least Cho would work with it.

Harry sealed both letters. Put the names of the addressees on them, and told Hedwig, "One is for Neville, the other is for Cho. Think you can deliver to them? I've never sent them mail before."

Hedwig hooted reassuringly, Neville's letter in her beak, and Cho's letter in her claws, and soared out through the open window. So now at least he had someone to talk to. It was a start.

(End of Chapter 4.)

A/N: As much as a lot of you will surely disagree with this, I am doing this because Cho plays a HUGE role later on in the story. Also, she won't start a romantic relationship with Harry again, but there will be SOME interaction between them.

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